II. Hope Is for Tomorrow, Not Today
I would like to be able to meditate and have real peace of mind. Have you questioned this goal of yours, which makes sadhana necessary? Why take it for granted that there is such a thing as peace of mind. Maybe it is a false thing. I am just asking the question to understand what particular goal you have. May I ask that question? As I said, I would like to have peace of mind. When do you expect to have it? It is always tomorrow, next year. Why? Why does tranquility, or quietness of the mind, or whatever you choose to call it, only happen tomorrow; why not now? Perhaps this disturbance--this absence of tranquility--is caused by the very sadhana itself. It must be possible . . . But why are you putting it off until tomorrow? You have to face the situation now . What ultimately do you want? Whatever I do seems meaningless. There is no sense of satisfaction. I feel that there must be something higher than this. Suppose I say that this meaninglessness is all there is for you, all there c...